.,parting time?....

.,it was a sad and a lonely, rainy day... i was walking down an empty road which is so dark that anyone who passes by won't even recognize who i am.... and what i do.... some might even think i am out of my mind....or i'm crazy... i was slowly walking having nothing but myself... i, alone.... i am now fully wet... (no wonder, it rains and i don't have any protection....) tears fell down as i continuously walk near a very memorable place.... it is the place that we have dreamt of having.... that was, when she's still here.... and we're happy....

i love her very much... that i am so willing to do anything that i can for her... i have never thought of losing that special someone with me... that our love for each other might fade....''i remember the days when you're here with me... those laughters and tears we shared for years.... mem'ries that we had for so long its me and you... now you've gone away you left me all alone...." your memories keeps on haunting my mind.. i am trying to move on but i think it is so hard to restart...

"go on, do what you want... but please don't leave me you'll break my heart....hey what should i do? babe i'm missing you..." and then its the chorus...." i don't wanna lose you girl i need you back to me... i don't wanna lose you baby can't you see...." that song... i have heard someone sing that song before.... but i don't remember that person's identity... i feel so empty... my life feels so incomplete.... "i wish someday you'll be back home... coz i really miss you darling... please come home...." those were the last lines that i have heard her sang.... and it hit my heart so deeply... i wondered where i was... i don't know... i am really out of the real world... i am fantasizing of a thing that was not mine.... a thing that can never really be mine.... a thing that i wished was mine....

"Hoy angelo!!!.... aba tanghali na!!!.... alas sais na anong oras ka pa papasok?..." that's my mom.... malelate napala 'ko....