.,raining...

.,march's first rainfall.. yes, it's raining in the Philippines after those hot and humid days... i feel my eyes still wanna shut its eyelids... sleepy... the weather wants me to go back to sleep.... but sadly, i can't...
sleepless nights will now soon be over... i am expecting that this will be the one of the last times when i will sleep at twelve midnight...with bulky eyebags... stress life... and what more negatives could i ever wish for...

we will be having our defense this morning at eight... i was not able to prepare for myself all the things i possibly need for that happening... i was busy doing stuffs for other people and so i was not able to give time for myself... pity me... power point presentations... graphs... interpretations... my head is now turning up and over... nearly crazy... i don't know what is going to happen later... i'll take part in an event in my history of college life unprepared... unknowledgeable of what might happen... my heart wanna jump off its pericardial sac right now...

i wanna die... 'if the members of the group doesn't know the answer for the question thrown to them the leader is the one who, in his highness shall answer or allow me to say, 'obligated'to answer for his dum dum member... whew... yes, thanks to them, i am the leader of our group... how i wish they won't throw garbages when we're there on the situation already... i don't know how long will that take... it depends upon the panel i guess... and i don't have any idea who they are... how to approach people... how to behave... how to answer... and so many how to's and what if's...

i have finished the stage of examinations... now, proceeding to defense, and after this, what
awaits we is a Con... a game of trick... some kinda confidence game... we are going to have a play... that's it.. the EDC of the alphabet... reversed right?... that's how college life goes... no AB's... just backward EDC's... get it?...

Good luck to them... God'bless to us my dear groupmates... my friends...and classmates... whew!...
breathe... inhale... exhale... breathe...

it is still raining for more than half an hour now... and i don't think it'll be stopping soon... (and come to think of it... i don't have any umbrella... mine just broke... and idon't know how to get to school without getting all soaky wet...)

and my eyes,

they also wanna do so...




they wanna rain...:(