i really do not know what is happening to me on our p.e. class... i am losing a lot of focus lately... and i have no idea why... i know my strengths and weaknesses and i know my limitations too.... and i know that i can do better than what i have done this day.... i think it is really just that..., "if it's not for you, it's not for you...." no matter how hard you try for it... but i do not know how to accept that a hundred percent.... everything happens for a reason and i don't know what's mine... i really just wouldn't understand why... i am not feeling so much hurt... i am just quite disappointed about what i have done to myself....
i did not do well on our quiz... not because i have not reviewed anything... not because i know nothing... or because i have not been able to peek on my seatmates copy.... it is so simple.... "i have not clearly read the instructions on the test paper...." and misunderstood what my professor have said... i am way too over confident every time i know that i have reviewed before the exam or prepared well before seating on the hot seat.... and so i am sometimes taking things for granted and proceed to the questions and answer.... i thought that it was that simple.... but na-ah... it is not.... instructions, directions or whatever ya'll call it.... it complicates life... hahahaha..... (just kidding=) that is the one big problem that i do need to solve within me.... and i have no idea how...
...i am struggling to stand on the edge of a cliff not knowing what awaits me down below.... i am afraid to look down... nor make another step, even a tiny one.... i am holding my breathe as i am still moving near.... the wind blows averagely and i feel it is cold.... i am fighting, and continiously fighting...
fighting but still struggling....=(
-angelo...
i did not do well on our quiz... not because i have not reviewed anything... not because i know nothing... or because i have not been able to peek on my seatmates copy.... it is so simple.... "i have not clearly read the instructions on the test paper...." and misunderstood what my professor have said... i am way too over confident every time i know that i have reviewed before the exam or prepared well before seating on the hot seat.... and so i am sometimes taking things for granted and proceed to the questions and answer.... i thought that it was that simple.... but na-ah... it is not.... instructions, directions or whatever ya'll call it.... it complicates life... hahahaha..... (just kidding=) that is the one big problem that i do need to solve within me.... and i have no idea how...
...i am struggling to stand on the edge of a cliff not knowing what awaits me down below.... i am afraid to look down... nor make another step, even a tiny one.... i am holding my breathe as i am still moving near.... the wind blows averagely and i feel it is cold.... i am fighting, and continiously fighting...
fighting but still struggling....=(
-angelo...
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