.,i have received a bad news... a close family friend died... he just migrated to the united states about a few months ago with his family... our neighbor, her sister told me while crying....
"si mama mo?... gusto ko lang sabihin wala na 'kong kapatid... (then she cried, but held her self so as not to show any signs of weakness to me...) patay na si kuya dong mo...." i was on the state of shock where in i don't know what to say to her.... i pity those people who just realizes the worth of someone after they were gone.... human's life is really just a matter of wether you can live it to the fullest or reach your pit stop finishing nothing.... my heart feels like it is gonna stop pumping blood right now.... i really feel so sorry for her....and for Inang Ana.... she really loves her son... a lot... i know it 'coz i feel it... and i see it... the way she cares for her only son...
i really feel so sad... man's life is so short... that we cannot expect anything more about it.... it is already here but it feels like this is just a nightmare... i cannot escape... i cannot wake up.... i feel so stocked...
i don't know how to comfort her.... she is my mom's bestfriend here in our subdivision.... they tell secrets to each other.... but mama is not here now.... on one of the most important times that her friend needs her... i feel like crying.... i am so into the situation.... and it digs up slowly as i am coming to realize that this is all real...
i cannot finish this any more... i have not yet eaten anything since this morning... and now i am fed with a very hitting news.... hurts....
really hurts....
i wanna cry....='(
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