I was pigged!... Lol:D

.,binaboy ako kagabi!... Lol... una, hinagis nila ang barya, tao daw sa kanya, buntot ang sa akin, tapos... tapos... buntot ang lumabas... pinahiga nila ako... tinanggal lahat ng mga kagamitan ko sa aking katawan... (kala nila dala ko yung cabinet ko...) "alisin lahat ng gamit... lalo na yung mga metals..." sabi ni sir...

inalis nila yung nameplate ko (ang pangalang laging pinaghihiwalay... balang araw magsa-sama rin sila ng matiwasay), may thermometer pa ko sa bulsa ng shirt ko (malay ko bang di pala magagamit)... dalawang bolpen (baka kasi mag blot yung isa, mahirap na... boyscout yata to...), may barya (ewan ko kung magkano), sa ibabang pocket may notepad (syempre para maisulat lahat ng info. na sasabihin ng mabilis na magsalitang si Sir), may penlight (ER kasi eah, makita ko lang yung mata ng patient baka maputi na)... wallet (si L.V. ko! baka makita walang laman!), tapos yung mga cellphone ko (bwaaaahhhh di ko pa po nasa-silent yan. Si nokia pa lang, si Sony di pa... bahala kayo may makita kayo dyan...) inalis din nila yung belt ko... nawindang silang lahat!... bwahahaha..."ano to?", sabi ni Sir... "may tali..." may sinabi sya, yung ginagamit daw ng mga babae... di ko alam kung ano yun... (nakaboxers kasi ako!... eah slim kaya ako... kaya kailangan talaga may tali! mahirap na...) ayun nagtawanan sila... hiya ko naman sa sarili ko... (kailan pa naging masama ang magsuot ng blueng boxers na may tali sa waist para hindi malaglag? hmp!)...

para naman di na sila nahirapan ako na nagtanggal ng sandamukal na butones sa uniform ko... inangat ko na rin yung t-shirt kong maputla ang kulay kaysa sa bago kong uniform...

"ui ava (tawag nila sa'kin, kainis nga sabi nang ANGELO pangalan ko eah!), coca cola ka pala! (pwede ko bang gamitin ang seksi bilang lay man's term? slim daw kasi ako, inggit sila hehehehe...) hihihi..." (ang tawanan ng mga loko, wala mang ab na bukol-bukol, wala namang potbelly, as in seksi! Lol)

kinabit nila ang kung ano-anong kable... may posas sa paa dalawa, sa kamay dalawa din... tapos red daw for the right hand, yellow for the left... red daw sana si Marcos, tapos katapat sa paa itim kasi (sumalangit nawa)... tapos yellow si Cory, tapos sa paa green (RIP din)... sa dibdib nilagay nila yung mga kabute.. Red, Yellow, Green, Brown, Black, Violet... (bakit kasi hindi na lang pa-rainbow! wala namang brown tsaka black sa rainbow eah!)...

sa isang banda, okey na din na ako na lang... kaysa naman sa mga binibini kong kagrupo... mga virgin... (nakakahiya daw... sabi ko naman eah kami-kami lang naman ah!) ayun... sa hinaba-haba ng prusisyon, sa mga papel din na to ang tuloy...

kinakabahan daw ba ko?... kung hindi ako nagkakamali, yung HR eah yung heart rate!... (naks galing ko no!) yung sa magkabila nung I and III 98 tapos 99, eah yung sa II-134, may something daw ba ako sa puso oh kinakabahan lang ako?... sabi ko, "yung mahal ko po kasi hindi ako gusto ng higit pa sa kaibigan..." bwahahahaa!... loko!
tapos yung sa aVR ko 102, tapos yung sa aVL 106... ano ba yan... taas ah... kabado nga yata... first time eah... virgin din...

normal naman itong mga nasa baba kaya lang masyadong mataas daw yata yung sa Q, R, S ko sa V4 tsaka V5... sa V2 biglang baba... as far as i know, wala naman akong komplikasyon sa puso, yun nga lang... wala lang talaga syang love life... naconscious tuloy ako sa reading ng ECG ko...

kasi naman, nag-Establish nga ng rapport, hindi naman nag-provide ng privacy!... LOl... (mamaya duty na naman sa ER... makikita ko nanaman si Sir... maliligaya na naman yung mga groupmates kong babae...)

Puzzled...

"Somebody Up There Somewhere... Does Love Me..."

.,I am really confused right now... feelings overlap each other... am i nervous or excited?...
just 3 or 4 hours left and our time is closely coming... we are now gonna be exposed to the real world... our diverse fields of endeavor... what does the cap and/or the pin symbolize?... and the light that is offered by the candle?... their true meanings will be revealed on the right time, the right place, with right individuals...

soon i will be wearing this white stuffs below... i don't know what to expect upon arriving at the situation... this is it... there is no turning back... the only way to travel is straight across the track...
later, we are going to Utter the Nightingale Pledge and make music with our voices... The Filipino Nurses' Hymn speaks for the and/or about the profession... and about 800 wishful student nurses are going to mark this day, 7th of July, year 2009 - the unveiling of their lives as future Professionals/ Registered Nurses... Serving not only their countrymen but also the whole wide world in general...

I'm gonna take one sure, slow step at a time... with my heart and mind equally open...

I may not be in certain about how i feel, but i am much positive of one thing, That Somebody Up there somewhere will guide me, teach me, help me, and really Does Love me...

.,christmas isn't over yet...

.,hmmm... what do i got here... i think christmas isn't over yet... everything was a delayed gratification... presents continuously arrives... and it is so cool... let me show you what i've got... and the first time ever in my whole 'boring' life that i have received such things...

first,

i got this louis vuitton wallet from my tita ninang who celebrated christmas back here in the philippines... (she lives in australia with her family...)

lol... i am so happy when i first saw this... my first best gift...


this is my old ugly phone(nokia 3530)... my sister bought me this for one thousand five hundred pesos only...second hand... and then i became the third one to handle it... that's when i was still third year high school...and then i used it up to college, second year-second semester...

until my new phone arrived the first week of january... made me jump off my feet... hahaha... atlast... my phone evolved(Sony Ericsson k600i model)... not that high tech. or super modern... or whatever you call it... but at least better than the previous one...i really love my sister because she loves too...(huh?...) thanks a lot Ate!...:)

i also got a whole lot of money last christmas... i did not even ask for it...they were voluntarily given...lol... thank God... but the sad thing about it is that, it did not even last for a week... i spent the money in just a matter of two or three days...i spend money like water... buy this... buy that.... treat her out... treat him out... it's like theres no tomorrow...

today, i got this shirt... a lacoste shirt... my mama said that my ninang gave the shirt to her 'coz she said that my good godmother waited for me last christmas but then i was not able to come...and sorry because the present was too late...
and i said that it is ok... as long as the gift is an expensive one...;) just a joke...lol...

i also got a Polo shirt from my 'tita ninang'... my first 'Polo' shirt...:)

but the best among all of these material things is this.. a whole lot of love... the most appreciated stuff above all... life is quite good to me... it's just that, sometimes i don't realize that it is...there are lots of things which i should be thankful of... and must learn to value the most... or else i shall find myself travelling through the roads of uncontentment and dissatisfaction.... gear up... be thankful, grateful, and appreciative...

-angelo...=)

p.s.
I am so happy right now...i passed our microbiology mid-term exam with a good grade... the first part of our RLE exam is quite fine... i am sure about most of my answers...but i am disappointed about the coverage of the exam... just half of what i've read.... i really need to be an academic scholar... i want to have excellent grades for me to qualify for the slot... how i wish that could happen... pray for me... i'll do good...;)