Beginning dump of physical memory...

"The 'only' fair thing in our world is its unfairness... and its uncertainties are the 'only ones' which we can be ascertain of..."

I don't really know what's wrong with my pc... it always says this line for about every 15 or 20 minutes and heck i have to restart my computer over again... i am getting sick of it and i don't know what to do... i have searched for remedies and possible solutions on the net and have tried doing some of the suggestions, thanks but no thanks cause none of them are functional...

i have opened a tab and searched for one, and another and another... argggghhhh.... i am getting over of this... i'll just bring this on the shop later... I know I am still a computer retarded in one way or another... I tried to find solutions myself thinking that I might not need to waste my time on dealing with the unpleasing personalities of those men in the repair shop... but duh, I still have a lot to 'learn more' about.

I have a broken pc, a broken cp, I am thinking of my grades whether i'd be able to pass as an academic scholar (but if not its still ok... at least I will be able to continue studying for the next sem. with fair- if not high grades...); I am thinking whether I can be able to transfer from one section to another this coming sem. (cause i am sick of the reading routine); I need to go to my Alma Mater to get a copy of my TOR (which I thought i have already submitted when I entered the University); I have not helped a friend in need which causes my heart to start cracking right now (oh gosh its financial! what can i do?); I have an Aunt in the hospital, Cancer- the prognosis; My Tita from Japan will be arriving this Sunday and heck my mom is cramming... Asking me to wash beautiful plates, prepare stuffs- like what to wear and what to bring, fixing a room for our guest- changing linens, cleaning the house- removing weeds which have sprouted all over the backyard (thanks for the rain), and a lot of other preparations to be done as if the Prime Minister of Japan is the one coming...

I have had a long busy week during the final examinations and I thought that i would be able to have a loooonnng rest now because its already our semestral break but nah, sorry for me... I am expecting to have the trip of my life next week... I and my Tita will be having the 'teen' bonding...
For the longest time, I will be able to live out of my box..

I need to go to school at 1pm, I am getting my class card from a 'very productive' subject matter, and I expect to have a well-deserved grade- but not as much expectations as my friends have for me...
I hope to meet one of my favorite C.I. today coz' i want to see my grades in her subject just to know how i was doing all those times... I know I perform well-enough. She's my last hope, the rope who can pull me up, out of the mud where I have sank... from the woman who have buried half of my body...

I just want things to be fine now... When can the world be fair?... I don't know, cause...


"The 'only' fair thing in our world is its unfairness... and its uncertainties are the 'only ones' which we can be ascertain of..."