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"Boy's don't cry... We Faint..." ;)

.,After a rude conversation from someone, we were informed then that the 3rd year BSN students may now be able to have their third dose of Hepa-B vaccine at the clinic... I have never been that frightened when it comes to 'needle-talk', but I have let my classmates have their injections first before i have taken my turn... Ladies first! After the vaccinations of the Ladies (they were 8), I have pushed myself towards the hot seat... "Oooops!" (that was my initial reaction) the student nurse have surprised me! the needle just came from nowhere, and it was just injected in an instant without even telling me that i was to be receiving it already... she was too slow, I feel she's reluctant... I have never felt comfortable with that girl performing the task on me... Aspirate, Inject... she has been so slow! I felt she's not confident enough... it took a while and presto!, I'm done and it hurts!.. that girl, she'll have her time... maybe not now, not with me... but i know i can be able to make revenge.. bwahahahaha... >:)

we have left the clinic with pain put on our shoulders... or arms rather... minutes... minutes...
I thought everything's just fine, but no.. I don't have any idea what was happening...

My pupils started to constrict... my vision was slowly blurring... I was not talking... neither did I make any movement... I have sat beside a friend... I was not talking... I started to massage my temporal bones... nothing happened.. my eyes were continuously blurring... it's like it has been solarized (a picture effect)... the walls of the Library started to turn black from white... the road was white, when its real color was gray... I looked up... I forced myself to raise my head and glaze at the heavens... "Lord God what's this?... Is this really happening?", I asked myself while I was still convincing myself that I am out of reality...

suddenly, I am hearing voices... "Hoi ava* ano nangyayari sa'yo?" (Ava, what's happening to you?). Another voice uttered "Ava namumutla ka!" (Ava you look pale!).
"hoi guys ano gagawin natin?... Ava hoi!?" (Guys, what are we gonna do?... hey ava!)
"dalhin na natin si ava sa clinic... hoi maye alalayan mo si ava!... hindi ko yan kaya!" (Let's bring him back to the clinic... maye help/ assist ava!... I can't lift him...)
I have heard those voices as i was stepping my feet off the ground... I felt like I was floating when in fact my feet was on the ground... My vision have completely turned black... I can't see anything anymore... I can't see light...

"Oh ano nangyari kay Angelo?..." (Oh what happened to Angelo?), that was Ate Salie, the cool school nurse... "Ihiga nyo sya dito..." (You put him down here.) "Angelo ano nangyari?... Itaas mo yung paa mo dito.. dalawa..." (Angelo what Happened?... Raise your foot here... both...)

I kept my eyes closed for about a minute... I don't want to see the darkness even if I know that the fluorescent light was turned on... "Alisin mo yung unan Angelo..." (Angelo removed the pillow.) it was under my head... after about another minute i slowly opened my eyes... Good thing, I can now see the light... everything's clear now, but is all blurry...

"ano ba nangyari?..." (What happened?), i was asking myself... I thought of possible reasons... I slept @1am last Monday, because I have reviewed for an exam the following day(Shed-300 and Comdev) .. I slept @ 12am last Tuesday because I reviewed for another exam (OB) , a recitation (Pharma) and made final touches on our project (SHED)... and finally, I slept @ 2am yesterday because I have been busy watering my dry plants @ Country story and Taking good care of my pet @ Pet Society (both on Facebook)...

V/S:
BP- 90/70mmHg ; "what's your normal BP?"- 110/80mmHg po...
PR- 58 bpm
HR- 56 bpm
RR- 14 bpm
Temp.- 36.5 degrees Celsius

I have been low blood.. a little hypotensive... my BP is within normal range but has been low for my body to take... Low PR, Low HR... Temperature reached normal range... (at least I have not been hypothermic).

Five minutes passed... I felt I was sweating... Paresthesia, that is... I asked ate Salie, "pwede na po ba?" (Can I go now?) "che tumigil ka... dyan ka muna..." (No, you stay there..) Ate Salie have known me already... I have been a 'standby' @ the clinic a long time ago... for so many times now... and how can she be able to forget me in these times?... I have made a mark at the clinic already...

20 minutes passed... I felt I was feeling better... I told Ate Salie and Chique that I can help myself now... I'm a Nurse!... Lol... thanks for those people around me... It was a save!... I have almost Fainted... or did I?... LOL...

I have watered my plants and harvested some crops @ country story, I have taken good care of Vyxyn @ Pet society... I have gotten Good grades on those subjects which I have reviewed for exams... I am good at caring for stuffs... but I cannot take better care of myself than what I was able to do for others...

Thank You Mom for being here... for being my Full-time bed-side Nurse...:)

Oh! I need to rest now so I can regain strength... I need to have my energy back so I can be able to continue caring for others...

But before them, I need to refix myself first... :D


Boy's don't Cry!...

Well, I have not cried... I just fainted!... ;)



p.s.

*I am Angelo... my friends just love calling me Ava...:D