Permanent

.,I just wanna share this video of my second favorite David... na-LSS ako grabe... hahaha...

I can feel Cook's emotions overflowing and this is so Insane. Great song, great vocals... effortlessly perfect!




PERMANENT
David Cook

Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry
And everything, it will surely change
Even if I tell you I won't go away today

Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary, rest your head
I'm permanent

I know he's living in hell every single day
And so I ask, oh God is there some way for me to take his place?
And when they say it's all touch and go
I wish I could make it go away but still you say

Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary, rest your head
I'm permanent, I'm permanent...

Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my promise that you'll never see me cry...

Hundred wordless reasons...

.,I've got a million innumerable reasons to be thankful for another year added in my life... but I still have more about me that is needed to be fixed and be placed on their righteous places... and some to be simply corrected... I want to confess everything to this one Person... but I'm afraid of the possible consequences... I am still immature of some stuffs I must say... or am I still a coward doing the shadow fight...

well, I still have rooms for Improvement... I don't expect for anything more or something better... I am just so... so thankful that I am experiencing to live this wonderful life on this continuously changing world....

Happy happy!.. :D


[Gonna be updated tomorrow...]

Namida (tears)...

"Fate, It can't be put in words..."

.,these are the lines which made me think... that people don't get contented with what they have right now... or the opposite, they can't easily accept what are those they don't wish for, yet it comes...
I watched it since day one... and up 'til then i was carried away... i really love watching inspirational true-to-life stories and this is the kind of story i won't be tired of watching, over and over again...

Aya is a 15-year old girl who was diagnosed to have a disease called Spinocerebellar Degeneration. Primarily, it affects the human brain functions; the movements/ locomotion abilities of an individual is significantly affected. Unfortunately, SCD has been sought to have no discovered cure over the years and so the individual who suffers from this kind of disease will forever take it as a burden. Thus, it is in other words 'incurable'.

There has never been any untouchable situations through out every episode. A total heavy drama. Aya lived her life battling against the disease for ten strong years. She managed to smile even if she's in pain, and tried not to show any signs of weakness in the face of other people. Aya is really a damsel full of strength. At the age of fifteen, this girl is unbelievably brave and courageous to continue fighting for her life until her last breath.

She said she have written her Diary to act as a proof that she is alive. That she is living and will forever live. This story have inspired me in so many different ways; To gain strength in times of trials and weakness, and to value the time and the people around me. That as much as Physical health is important, emotional balance and strength is as important as well, which can help us make our way through and accept our lives as what it is and what it may become.

What's wrong with falling down? We can always stand up anyway. We just need to 'Live On...' to live on forever...

every episode, i always felt like crying, but i always tried to hold it back (lots of times)... but for this last episode, i did not try to fight my tears from falling (or i can't just control it anymore)... its a good exercise for my dry lachrymal glands though...

I can't wait to see the next episode following that one which was presented last Friday and so i found my way through and until this final episode...

"If i don't write down the things in my heart right now, tomorrow... then i would forget it and disappear..."- the lines i got so touched with...

In the end, we can then find our place... A place where there will be no more tears... A place where everything is a treasure... Just a boxful of happiness...

"People shouldn't dwell on the past. It's enough to try your best in all that you are doing now...." -excerpts from the story (An English Translation)...

Awaiting...

"The sun slowly keeps on rising,

As my heart continues pounding;

Sooner, I can then stop thinking,

And I can now end this Awaiting..."

School, wait for me...

I'm coming...:)

.,baliw...

Baliw

Dahan dahang lumalakad

Katawa'y nagsusugat

Mabato'ng daan, mainit,

Nag-aapoy, nagngangalit...

Tinatahak bawat hakbang,

Patuloy na naglalakbay...

Nagwawari kung nasaan

Patutunguha'y di alam...

Saglit lamang at nagdilim,

parating na ang takip-silim.

Hilahod na't gumagapang,

Kumikirot pa'ng kalamnan...

Walang nais na tumulong,

Ako lamang ang naroon...

Laging ganoon nag-iisa,

Walang nais na sumama...

Sino ako? Ako'y tao...

Iba nga sa paningin n'yo.

Mapanghusga itong mundo,

Saan pa ko patutungo?

Pagmamahal ay di alam,

Pagtitiwala'y naparam...

Mga pangarap nawaglit,

Di na alm san sisingit...

Bigla na lamang nag-amok,

Nag himutok ron sa sulok...

nakanti ng mga tambay,

Hindi na nakagulapay...

Bumabawi ng hininga,

Hingal na't iika-ika...

Katawa'y hapong-hapo na...

Bumagsak na't nagpahinga...

Pilit idinidilat yaring mga mata...

Ngunit saglit lamang, at tuluyan itong nag-sara...

Sa 'king mga huling sandali,

Luha lamang itong sukli...